I have always thought that when you give birth, not only do you have a baby, but you also give birth to worry, which is your constant companion. You worry not only about the newborn, but it remains in the back of your mind even when your children have flown the nest.

In much the same way, when you become a writer, doubt becomes your constant shadow. It appears when you start writing your first novel, nibbling at your confidence, telling you the story is rubbish and your writing is below par. Even on the days when the words are flowing and the characters are speaking to you, the shadow of doubt will be looming over your shoulder, reminding you of your weaknesses.

I had hoped the shadow would diminish as the years rolled by, especially after taking numerous writing courses, being a member of a fabulous writing community at The Novelry, having several books published, and gaining a literary agent. But it is tenacious. After listening to numerous well-known authors talk about their writing process as guests at The Novelry, I found that doubt was also a constant companion in their writing lives, which was reassuring.

I have come to the conclusion that I must accept my shadow and acknowledge its presence. However, I should attempt to minimise its power and not let it control me. I know that my writing has vastly improved over the years through study, practice and reading, but I also know that there is always room for improvement, which is something I strive for every time I put pen to paper.

Sometimes, I should approach my desk with the relaxed attitude of Alfie, in the above photo, and let the words flow and my characters speak while ignoring the marauding shadow behind me. That’s what I intend to do later today – let’s see how that goes!

Happy Word Flow, One & All.