What I would say…

If I had an agent and a publishing deal, I would like to be featured as a debut novelist in a writing magazine. The article would read something like this:

Remember that the struggle was there at the beginning and it can rear its ugly head at anytime. Not only does one have to learn the craft of writing well, one also has to learn to write a synopsis and a query or cover letter. It is something every writer has to deal with – so deal with it the best you can.

Low moods and positive thoughts: everyone has a down day – that’s called being human – accept the lows and move on. Be aware of your mind set and don’t punish yourself if you can’t see the good in anything you do – it will pass and the positive vibes will come swimming back.

Thinking time: don’t think that thinking time is a waste of time – it’s a time to reflect on the WIP to think of new twists and plots and to listen to what the characters are saying to you. Agatha Christie would get new ideas whilst washing the dishes – I do enough of that to have ideas for the next fifty novels!

Read: don’t always criticise your own work when reading that of others – embrace the difference and challenge your perceptions about style and format.

Believe in yourself: if you can’t, why should anyone else – but don’t sound cocky – no one likes a bulbous head.

Perseverance: don’t let rejections bring your writing crashing to a halt. To embrace the concept of being a writer, one has to embrace the rejections. If you feel your plot line is off beam, study your mind map or take some thinking time to consider the options. Don’t give up a WIP if you feel stuck, work through it – embrace the challenge.

One day I hope to become a published novelist. I would always remember these days and I would hope to inspire and encourage other hopefuls. I am aware that all the above points would still be relevant even if published, but it doesn’t stop me desiring to write write write.

Welcome Rob, thanks for the follow.

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Patience is the proverbial virtue

I wasn’t going to write about this, as I’ve read somewhere on blog planet that one should never write about rejections – but WAIT I haven’t been rejected – an agent responded to my query letter asking to see the synopsis and first 3 chapters – a step in the right direction.

I am a positive person by nature, but I’m mindful that they may not feel my work is right for them. It wouldn’t be the end of the world, as I would just move onto the next potential agent on my list.

The suspense sometimes rises within me, but then general life erases the niggles as I’m a needed as mother, wife or friend. So, in order to keep my mind focused on developing my writing, I’m researching for my next WIP – a crime thriller. I can use some of my own knowledge from working as a forensic nurse in a Youth Offending Team, but I also need to surf the web to obtain more facts for authenticity.

So there you go, short and sweet, but I have shared my progress. Hope I don’t get a rejection e-mail later – otherwise more chocolate would definitely be required.

Welcome to Amy – thanks for following

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Obsessed with WIP

I have been remiss at writing my blog as I’ve been totally obsessed with my WIP – Dark Edges (WT, but may stick if nothing better comes along).

Of course as a wife and mother, I do have other commitments (why can’t we live on sandwiches?), and I try to fulfil them to the best of my ability (although I have sometimes forgotten to prepare a meal).

I’m writing the denouement, where all the threads from the subplots and the twists come together, hopefully making sense and surprising the reader.

The characters are certainly surprising me, and in my notebook (I scrawl words first then type them up, changing as i see fit), I have flashes of inspiration written in the headers to use later. Sometimes I do wish the characters would calm down and stop clamouring for attention – I already have a family.

I can’t write fast enough at times as my brain is screaming words at me, and I get so obsessed with the story that I’m unaware of the time passing – living on coffee and earl grey tea during the day, can’t be good.

Having said all this, I’m finding the writing exciting and I’m having to watch my pace (see earlier blog) as I can be in a tearing hurry if I’m not careful.

I already have the burgeoning of the next novel and character’s name scrawled in my notebook – but one thing at a time please brain.

I do hope that you are finding your muse exciting and inspirational – mine is positively whizzing at the mo – and I will re-read this post if I have a blank day to remind me that even a muse needs a rest at times before she flies again.

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It’s not a race – it’s all about pace

I have currently typed up 47,740 words on my WIP – Dark Edges – but I am mindful of the fact that I keep thinking the whole process is a race. There is an almost desperate quality to my underlying emotions that I absolutely have to get this finished as soon as possible. I have tried to look at why – I’m not doing this for fame or fortune but I am doing it as it’s a passion, I enjoy it and it gives me a sense of purpose other than being a wife and mother.

I am putting myself under pressure to write at least 1000 words a day, whether I feel like it or not – ramblings are better than a blank page.

To give myself respite I go on Twitter and read relevant posts about writing and then I start thinking where would be the best place to send my ms when completed.

Good grief – shouldn’t I learn to crawl before I can walk?

Perhaps other writers feel the need for speed without an agent calling in the deadline – or perhaps I am the only mad frog in a box.

Every minute I spend not writing or typing up I feel I have wasted my time or let opportunity pass me by once more. I feel the urgency to write on a daily basis – in fact, whilst I was on a family holiday, I could be found sitting outside at 6am writing before everyone got up and needed my attention.

But my mantra must be – it’s not a race, it’s not a race – pace pace pace

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Showing & Telling

I didn’t realise how time consuming having a blog was. Life outside of writing eats into precious time like a ravaging tornado.

I have been focusing on current WIPpsychological thriller – Dark Edges – working title. I am sometimes so consumed by the characters, their secrets and their dark deeds that real life pales into insignificance.

i have been avidly reading books & articles on Showing & Telling as it was mentioned to me on youwrite.com that I sometimes do both at once. For example, I show that someone is anxious by actions of chewing fingernails or bottom lip; but then I spoil it by pointing out that they are feeling anxious.

It seems to be a sin to Tell but then i read an article in Writers’ Forum by Hugh Scott saying that “To advise writers to avoid Tell …is advising them to avoid simplicity.”

When reading novels I notice that authors use Tell, but perhaps they can because they’re published authors or a big name. I can’t always fathom out the rules, but I like the idea of writing as a free form that sucks the reader into another world – nothing wrong with that I say.

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Dear Diary Ramblings

I keep reading in articles and text books to “never give up” “persistence is the key” and “it took me 10yrs but I made it”.

Yes, yes I say to myself with a knowing nod; and yes I do believe. I live in hope and faith that I will one day be a published author.

I remember when my professional articles were published – the elation I felt at seeing my name in print and by the same token how weird it felt.

When one of my articles was used as a heading on the front cover of The Nursing Times, and I could see it on the shelf in WHSmith, I finally felt I’d achieved something.

I want to feel that high again, I want to see a book cover with my name emblazoned across the cover and I want to keep writing novel after novel as that’s what keeps me sane.

There is a saying, “I want never gets” so I should abide by the rule I told my daughters (and which worked by the way), and request, ask politely – but steer away from begging – and wish that someone would notice the raw talent in me – I’m far from polished, but rawness has its qualities if one were to look hard enough.

I am still living in hope that the literary agent who requested the first 3 chapters after i sent her a query letter, will request to see all of On God’s Front Lawn and will then fall in love with it. This is the furthest I have got and if this fails, I think I will hit a very dark low – but will survive as we all do – it’s part of the life we have chosen.

The sun has appeared and I have rambled long enough – I hope that some of you managed to stay with me until the end – and if you’re new to this blog, please follow me as I have quality followers, not quantity. I’m trying not to beg for more followers, but I’m asking nicely 🙂

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